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There’s so much craziness, surrounding me There’s so much going on, it gets hard to breathe All my faith has gone, you bring it back to me You make it real for me. 10:06 PM Gahhh I do NOT want to blog but I read this one oh-soooo-irritating paragraph and... Okay well nevermind, I don't know why I'm staring at this page. I'm going batam from next tuesday to friday and I just realized that's a long time AAH! I'll miss people. I'll miss Esther of course cos she's such a bacin and she gave me yummy sweets that taste like Impact during hiking. Btw I liked hiking although it was quite short. Ohwell my New Year's Resolution will be to hike.all.day! (: You don't have to act like you know what's going around you. You don't know shit and it's not like you got the whole story. All you got was looking too desperate to save a friendship but I guess you look desperate in everything you do so long as you keep trying to impress people. For what? Clean up your act and get a life. Sorry that maybe you think I'm not good enough to be your friend. But I'm not sorry that you're so harsh, judgemental and selfish. (This is to the other you.) I am going to get Hokkaido chocolates from Ra Ra very soon! I miss chocolates): If there's no one beside you, When your soul embarks Then I'll follow you into the dark. 5:25 AM Tonight was a good night to cry for the first time in a long time. I owe alot of quizzes but this one looks gooood ey. q1) Do people treat you as side dish? Sometimes, but what they eventually get is dessert. q2) What's your most favourite thing to do? Go shopping. Listen to sounds. Go out. q3) What is the first thing that comes to your mind of when you think of love? The heart shape. q4) What kind of boyfriend/girlfriend do you want? Funny! Does not need to be drop-dead gorgeous but acceptable and most of all, caring. q5) Is there somebody in your heart right now? Alot of people are in my heart right now. q6) Do you believe that you can survive without money? I can survive without money but I'll find a way to get money so in the end, I'm still surviving with money, q7) Are you afraid of pain? They say the fear of pain hurts worse than the pain itself. hahahahaha cheemcheem. q8) What do you feel like doing now? Going to the beach. q9) If there is someone you love, will you confess to him/her? Depends on the boy in question and whether he's attached or not. q10) List 5 things/people you dislike now. -that person who flirts alot just to get self-assurance that she's pretty read: get a life! -my mom -the mouse cos it's all cocked up -you cos you treat me as a side dish even though you'll eventually get dessert -The fact that it's already 1.15 a.m. q11) What is your 5 most passionate things at the moment? NCC. Alpha '08. Interacting with people. My guitar. kentalansxzx q12) If you have to eat 1 thing for your whole life, what would that be?? This is the question from The Sunday Times life! interview with chefs.Freshly baked brownies/nasi tomato q13) If you have a chance to be rich or happy, which one will you choose? Happy. That's a richness in itself. q14) If you have the chance, which part of your character would you like to change? The fact that whenever someone pisses me off, I keep it inside me and I tell myself everything will be okay in the end when it won't and all I end up with is losing a little of my faith in the whole wide world. q15) If you are unhappy, what will you do? Music. q16) Which country do you like the most? The U.S./Europe. Q17. Which is your favourite designer? Stella McCartney(: Oh but I don't do designer, I do Haji Lane and Bugis and Far East. Q18. Are you happy? That's a subjective term. Q19. What is the weirdest thing that happened in your life? The fact that I actually a_____ s______. Sorry about the last question, but I can't tell you that. So it's for me to know and you to find out. Shooting was boo-yayy! It's so quiet now I love it. I want to treasure every single moment of the morning because I can get lost in my own world and the www. And I can listen to sounds more intently like the CPU the refrigerator the MSN alert. Too bad you can't hang on to everything. 8:18 AM Dik, aku pinta, kau akan selalu setia. I've been wanting to blog but somehow when I actually get to this page I'm at a loss of words to write. I want to... Run away from waves with you guys again. Find my wallet): Sort my room out. Find out who's Aqilah's secret text buddy. Do the thousands of quizzes that I'm so lazy to do. Catch up on my shows. Thrash you. These days I get text messages that make me smile(: Shooting's tomorrow, all the best to the four of you! Yay. And after all, you're my wonderwall. 11:15 PM Somehow I'd never thought I'd say this but if I can't find someone to go with for HSM3, I'll feel really sad deep down. The kind of feelings you get when you want to watch Coldplay live but your exams are next week. Speaking of exams, PSLE religious examss are in 9 days and I have not started. Sweet nibblets brahvee diyanah brahvee. shooting's on 18th and I think you can't skip PSLE for shooting but it's kind of retarded when you think about it. "Ustazah, saya tak boleh ambik PSLE, saya ada tembak." Shitzoh. I am doing a complete wardrobe overhaul and all the bullshit I have worn for the past 3 years can just go fly a kite, go off to the Bahamas or something. And way the by, I am really interested in Integrated Programme right now. And 3 people have bombed me and giving all kinds of reasons why I shouldn't go secretly I feel fascinated cause I know they'll miss me so much if I really do go. I missed my lalabes suddenly. I'm hardcore. 7:06 AM OBAMA WON! "If there is anyone out there who still doubts that America is a place where all things are possible; who still wonders if the dream of our founders is alive in our time; who still questions the power of our democracy, tonight is your answer. "It's the answer told by lines that stretched around schools and churches in numbers this nation has never seen; by people who waited three hours and four hours, many for the very first time in their lives, because they believed that this time must be different; that their voice could be that difference. "It's the answer spoken by young and old, rich and poor, Democrat and Republican, black, white, Latino, Asian, Native American, gay, straight, disabled and not disabled - Americans who sent a message to the world that we have never been a collection of Red States and Blue States: we are, and always will be, the United States of America. "I will listen to you... I will ask you join in the work of remaking this nation... Block by block, brick by brick, callused hand by callused hand." America did the right thing for once. 3:16 AM Aaaah it's 3 in the morning right now and I'm feeling so mushy and grinny and tingly inside becos of Newport Harbor. Oh my gosh I should stop getting addicted to these kind of shows. You should see how the guys asked the girls to prom and how Clay made up with Chrissy. I'm in love with LA scenery. And actually it's kind of late I'm wide awake but still asleep you know? I bet when I read this again on a sane day I'll wonder why the hell I wrote this but nevermind, I feel so nice now because of Newport. Okay one last time! Banner from a car and through that loudspeaker whatchacallit:PROM WITH G? Speedboating around Newport Beach and this banner hangs from a bridge: CHRISSY, PROM? I swear if a guy does this to me it'll be the sweetest thing ever. If you're a fan of Newport Harbor/Gossip Girl/90210/Privileged join the club. Hahaha okay I should get some rest now when my body says I'm hungry it means I need sleep. 11:02 AM |
DIYANAH;
ALPHA! sexy foxies. My shrink says I'm witty. |