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Have you ever felt like you could just get out of this helluva cycle which is mainly get up and work your ass off(without considering the fact it's after EYEs) and go back home and have at least one heated conversation with Mum? I want someone to whisk me off to someplace Smallville maybe I've always wanted to go there for one night and come back home before anyone finds out what's going on. Like Peter Pan. In Smallville Peter Pan will drive me along a straight road that goes on for miles and miles and I'll get to taste country wind and see corn fields and witness dozens of stars in the night sky, for once. We'll stop where there's moist grass and he'll give me chewing gum. We'll lie there while I chew and listen to Lifehouse. Haha funny man, get a life. This week I feel cramped lately. I need some space, I need liberal permission to fly. Maybe it's because I need to bother with other stuff I could take a backseat on with studies in mind. I miss studying actually the solace or excuse you give to everyone when you just want to be alone. And stuffing my mind with crap I know I'd probably forget when I'm thirty. Haha yes I miss studying. Pelatun-mates have been so weird-cool lately. We'll come up to each other and start a conversation with some fuckaries and be so unattentive to each other we're attentive. Get it? And bitch about other people. I want to share some secrets. I wonder if you feel the same too.       I have that ASEAN thing on Monday cool I want to see Asian people haha. Funny isn't it? I don't think of myself as Asian I think of myself as a Malay, never Asian. I want to start trying coffee sometime kick the fact that my cousin gives me a sip of some Starbucks latte every other week whattheshit, she should know they waste 23 million litres of water per day before Tuesday this week. 4:41 PM |
DIYANAH;
ALPHA! sexy foxies. My shrink says I'm witty. |