keep the change.

Wednesday, December 17, 2008


http://zesinon.livejournal.com

I know I know. One more time I change my url you can kick my ass when schl reopens.

I MISS YOU CEDAR!!!!
I MISS MY CIRCLE TABLE

as you can see i didnt put effort into this post but whyevers.


10:09 AM


Saturday, December 13, 2008


I'm going back to lj where coolness still reigns.

Fuck,

haha find me.


11:25 PM


Wednesday, December 10, 2008


I'm so pissed cause this was supposed to be a nice innocent day but all the good things that happened from eleven to seven has just flung out of the window by that crap you just said to me.

Damn. Check this outttt

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I have a secret addiction to Lazytown. The pink hair and gay Sportecus and the fact that he's only eaten fruits his entire life.

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I want these twister bed sheets! Hahaha.

Okay Bob's talking to me and after uploading all these awesome thingys, I feel better already.


6:07 AM


Monday, December 8, 2008


I know I'm bored when I watch Mamma Mia! 5 times in 4 days, sing their songs when I'm about to sleep(Yes I've been brokenhearted, blue since the day we parted:D), and personally read the bios of Meryl Streep, Amanda Seyfield and Pierce Brosnan. Moan abt my missing handphone and the bitch who took my wallet, and watch the Amazing Race on AXN then on Channel 5(haha) and Camp Rock replay itself 2 times. Need to get a life):

I had the bestest dream ever that still leaves me smiling when I think about it.

Every time I see you falling
I'll get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for the final moment
You say the words that I can't say

I think we're about to see what we're meant to be. love


9:19 PM


Saturday, November 29, 2008


There’s so much craziness, surrounding me
There’s so much going on, it gets hard to breathe
All my faith has gone, you bring it back to me
You make it real for me.


10:06 PM


Saturday, November 22, 2008


Gahhh I do NOT want to blog but I read this one oh-soooo-irritating paragraph and...

Okay well nevermind, I don't know why I'm staring at this page. I'm going batam from next tuesday to friday and I just realized that's a long time AAH! I'll miss people. I'll miss Esther of course cos she's such a bacin and she gave me yummy sweets that taste like Impact during hiking. Btw I liked hiking although it was quite short. Ohwell my New Year's Resolution will be to hike.all.day! (:

You don't have to act like you know what's going around you. You don't know shit and it's not like you got the whole story. All you got was looking too desperate to save a friendship but I guess you look desperate in everything you do so long as you keep trying to impress people. For what? Clean up your act and get a life.

Sorry that maybe you think I'm not good enough to be your friend. But I'm not sorry that you're so harsh, judgemental and selfish. (This is to the other you.)

I am going to get Hokkaido chocolates from Ra Ra very soon! I miss chocolates):

If there's no one beside you,
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark.



5:25 AM


Wednesday, November 19, 2008


Tonight was a good night to cry for the first time in a long time.

I owe alot of quizzes but this one looks gooood ey.

q1) Do people treat you as side dish?
Sometimes, but what they eventually get is dessert.

q2) What's your most favourite thing to do?
Go shopping. Listen to sounds. Go out.

q3) What is the first thing that comes to your mind of when you think of love?
The heart shape.

q4) What kind of boyfriend/girlfriend do you want?
Funny! Does not need to be drop-dead gorgeous but acceptable and most of all, caring.

q5) Is there somebody in your heart right now?
Alot of people are in my heart right now.

q6) Do you believe that you can survive without money?
I can survive without money but I'll find a way to get money so in the end, I'm still surviving with money,

q7) Are you afraid of pain?
They say the fear of pain hurts worse than the pain itself. hahahahaha cheemcheem.

q8) What do you feel like doing now?
Going to the beach.

q9) If there is someone you love, will you confess to him/her?
Depends on the boy in question and whether he's attached or not.

q10) List 5 things/people you dislike now.
-that person who flirts alot just to get self-assurance that she's pretty read: get a life!
-my mom
-the mouse cos it's all cocked up
-you cos you treat me as a side dish even though you'll eventually get dessert
-The fact that it's already 1.15 a.m.

q11) What is your 5 most passionate things at the moment?
NCC. Alpha '08. Interacting with people. My guitar. kentalansxzx

q12) If you have to eat 1 thing for your whole life, what would that be??
This is the question from The Sunday Times life! interview with chefs.Freshly baked brownies/nasi tomato

q13) If you have a chance to be rich or happy, which one will you choose?
Happy. That's a richness in itself.

q14) If you have the chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
The fact that whenever someone pisses me off, I keep it inside me and I tell myself everything will be okay in the end when it won't and all I end up with is losing a little of my faith in the whole wide world.

q15) If you are unhappy, what will you do?
Music.

q16) Which country do you like the most?
The U.S./Europe.

Q17. Which is your favourite designer?
Stella McCartney(: Oh but I don't do designer, I do Haji Lane and Bugis and Far East.

Q18. Are you happy?
That's a subjective term.

Q19. What is the weirdest thing that happened in your life?
The fact that I actually a_____ s______.

Sorry about the last question, but I can't tell you that. So it's for me to know and you to find out. Shooting was boo-yayy!

It's so quiet now I love it. I want to treasure every single moment of the morning because I can get lost in my own world and the www. And I can listen to sounds more intently like the CPU the refrigerator the MSN alert.

Too bad you can't hang on to everything.


8:18 AM


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DIYANAH;
Just because I don't say anything doesn't mean I don't like you. I want you to watch cartoons with me. shitzxzx

ALPHA! sexy foxies.
My shrink says I'm witty.